by
kendrive
@ 2007-11-17 - 09:23:29
It is 1911 and Betjeman is in 'Mansionland' - the fashionable 'red cliff' apartment blocks of North London, inhabited by the middle-class.
He is being forcibly fed by the nursery-maid.

NW5 & N6
Red cliffs arise. And up them service lifts
Soar with the groceries to silver heights.
Lissenden Mansions. And my memory sifts
Lilies from lily-like electric lights
And Irish stew smells from the smell of prams
And roar of seas from roar of London trams.
Out of it all my memory carves the quiet
Of that dark privet hedge where pleasures breed,
There first, intent upon its leafy diet,
I watched the looping caterpillar feed
And saw it hanging in a gummy froth
Till, weeks on, from the chrysalis burst the moth.
I see black oak twigs outlined on the sky,
Red squirrels on the Burdett-Coutts estate.
I ask my nurse the question "Will I die?"
As bells from sad St. Anne's ring out so late,
"And if I do die, will I go to Heaven?"
Highgate at eventide. Nineteen-eleven.
"You will. I won't." From that cheap nursery-maid,
Sadist and puritan as now I see,
I first learned what it was to be afraid,
Forcibly fed when sprawled across her knee
Lock'd into cupboards, left alone all day,
"World without end." What fearsome words to pray.
"World without end." It was not what she'd do
That frightened me so much as did her fear
And guilt at endlessness. I caught them too,
Hating to think of sphere succeeding sphere
Into eternity and God's dread will.
I caught her terror then. I have it still.
John Betjeman
Postscript:
Gloria Patri: "Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit; as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.
"While this world, with its wars and diseases, greed and broken relationships, inhumanities and personal vanities will end, the Scriptures teach it will be replaced with the perfect world God intended and, in fact, originally created.
Writing in Revelation 21, John the Apostle says "Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first earth had passed away..."
The rest of that passage is a beautiful song, like the promise of the first day of spring, because on this new earth "(God) will wipe away every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death, or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
So, the "world" will not end. It will be transformed, even re-created.
That is a far better hope than the lesser hope many place in politicians and the next election."
(Cal Thomas - Washington Post columnist)